simple but unattainable.

i don't want to be bitter, angsty or sad.

the past year has been really good to me. i've grown, learnt and seen more than i've ever done. but this, this could undo e good that's been done. and i don't want that. i'm so proud of how far i've come really. i don't want to go back to that deep dark crevice that i could not find my way out of.

maybe its with this birthday, i get that last bit of courage or maybe even heartlessness that i've lacked, in quite a few places really. mms.